Errr.. hey there friends, as you probably know i've been inactive or dead, whatever you wanna call it.
Anyways!! Well, i still haven't got a solution. I've been staying at my sisters for about 3 weeks now. I feel so much better here, I'm happy, i do stuff like chores and crap. I get up early and go to bed early !! I'm still very confused, i mean?? I don't know if i'm gonna live here. My dad is a big psycho i tell ya' that. I hate him. I feel like i don't have any parents anymore, like?? Always when i've tried to talk to my mom about my dad is being stupid she just said something like; "Well that's life, you just gotta deal with it and now i want you to shut up or whatever go away" something like that. She's always been like that and now my sister kinda took me in she called me and is all " no one is helping you out now come live at my house" !!!!she only does that because she's mad at my sister, she doesn't even CARE about me. Shitty parents. And now she's mad at me too for having a hard time, like come on mom? She's acting like a little child who can't get whatever she wants. It's just enough, my dad is all fucked up in his brian, last time i was home and arguing with him he litterly took at bag and threw it in my face and said "pack your bags and get out of here, i can't deal with your twisted brain" he was about to send me to a fucking mental hospital whatever. I'm not crazy?!?!? If someone is its him, he just.. my god. People are telling me its just teenage stuff, no it's not? is it normal that your dad hits you and pushes you and takes you and throws you in the shower fully clothed and turns on the water and just leaves me there to cry. I swear that some day he will regret all this, he lost his daughter. They're not even worthy to call themselfs parents my god
sorry i just told my life story gosh
but how are you?